What is this terrible feeling that won't go away? Why does it make me feel sick? Those are the two questions I keep asking myself every time I feel the way I feel now.
Last night I learned something very important that changed my life. I learned from "someone" very special and important to me that just because they don't say that they love you, doesn't mean they don't.
In my previous post, I mentioned that I was missing "something". At the time, I didn't know what it was that I was missing. I had said that I was going to go on a journey in order to find out but now its looking like I might not have to after all. I think I might have found what I have been missing for all of these years. We'll see...